#distractingthoughts #thoughtsinmymind24/7

1. i should learn how to cook healthy food for my grandparents
2. need to get plans for that new SSD (poor fredricks)
3. dad must be so tired and homesick
4. how do i contribute to my grandparents' and my household?
5. i can't stay in taiwan longer than 12 july since my efforts at caretaking isn't sustainable 
6. can't get dad to quit his job because i'm about to earn less than half of what he's currently earning
7. and should all that money be going to my grandparents anyway
8. what about my house
9. what about my grandma here
10. does that mean i shouldn't save up for a masters degree?
11. do i actually want a masters degree
12. my room is a colossal mess and i need to spend time and money changing that
13. how do i get more money now
14. maybe i should work part-time while working full-time until i fly over
15. but who wants to hire someone who can work a month at odd hours
16. sigh
17. it's not gonna give you much in a month's time anyway
18. i should study
19. maybe i should pack some tea tomorrow
20. i need to fix my backpack
21. and this shirt, fucking waste of $18
22. i should pack
23. and then sleep
24. yknow, after my notes 
25. i hope the interview on friday goes well
26. please, please hire me. and offer me something i can stomach, i'll do anything
27. i hope they know i can only start work in july. oh god.
28. can the lawyer please reply
29. i need to write to Rose regarding my missing package
30. i should get this kindle fixed
31. i need to save up for bangkok and australia. and presents.
32. i should cut down on gifts and movies
33. and dinner out. or find something cheaper. maybe.
34. and download that money app to track my expenses
35. but at this rate i doubt i'll have any emergency fund
36. help
37. i should do my notes
38. maybe my cafe can help me earn that extra money
39. yknow, after the illusive 20,000 appears and my baking skills are A++++
40. which will be hard if i'm working 2 jobs or trying to study part time
41. unless i have no life and complete discipline
42. for, you know, the rest of my life
43. i should sleep
44. or do my notes